today

yestrerday i got in a fight with my parents.... my grades are all fs..... im a failure.... they dont see that im trying my best but i just cant get myself back on top.it kills me.... that i have to live with a perfect brother.... hes so much better than me.... i hurt my wrist..... no one would think to ask if im covering scars..... i have no makeup on and im crying my eyes out..... someone help me.... im calling out for help.... i dont know what to do anymore..... my life has gone downhill..... my phone has been taken, and that held the life to three of my friends.... my mom doesnt get that.... ive already lost one... i dont want to lose another.... someone please help pull me out of this deep dark sea..... i need help.... im going to end it all next week..... i cant take life anymore.....