L.O.V.E

having to look him in the eyes everyday makes my heart want to fall to my butt.
i love him so much that i dont think i cant stand it.
everytime he puts a hand on me, it makes me love him more.
Mark. im in love with you. you will never see this. but i just want someone to see it.
i cant live a day without you.
without feeling your touch.
i just cant take it. at school i keep a smile on my face for you.
but when i get home i cry so hard i shake. and i cant see straight.
tonite i watched glee. and i knew the spot rachel was in. i also knew the spot fin is in.
it made me cry.
not just cuse of the death of sue's sister.
but because the teather she was talking about. made me think of what i have with him.
but i know you dont feel it.
i just hope one day he will come to his senses to realize that im the best girl for him.
and that im the only one who ever gave him everything i had.
im so sick and tired of giving everyone my world. and never getting anything back.
but i guess thats how life is. just one big disapointment.
i dont know how to live without him, even tho i want to be able to look at him and say 'i dont love you like i did yesterday'
i cant.... i never will be able too.
i love him too much.
and i wont ever stop.
i cant take it anymore.
can someone comment telling me what to do. cuse i have no idea.
help me.
ive been calling for help so many years,
and im serious when i say help me.
please someone.
i really need help. like..... oh well.....
i guess this is life for me.
but seriously...
i love mark more than life.
he just doesnt seem to get that.....
*tears*