Fall!
Now the dark begins to rise
Save your breath, it's far from over
Leave the lost and dead behind
Now's your chance to run for cover
I don't want to change the world,
I just want to leave it colder
Light the fuse and burn it up
Take the path that leads to nowhere
All is lost again, but I'm not giving in...
I will not bow, I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall, I will not fade
I will take your breath away
Fall!
Watch the end through dying eyes
Now the dark is taking over
Show me where forever dies
Take the fall and run to heaven
All is lost again, but I'm not giving in...
I will not bow, I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall, I will not fade
I will take your breath away
You're right!
I will not bow, I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall, I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I'm not proud, cold blooded, fake
I will shut the world away
Fall!
About Me
- delightmare
- i am a girl, with a big heart. i love to write poems and draw, music is my passion. i will help anyone who needs me. im here for everyone. i might be broken on the inside but im full of life on the out. i love everyone. idc what you look like or how you are, if your nice to me, im nice to you. simple as that.
music = life
music is a way of expressing ones self
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Does he love me?
Everyday i see your face i fall more and more in LOVE
You act like you love me. Holding me, Hanging on me.
Acting jelous around other guys.
You say you dont want a relationship.
But you cant stand to see anopther person on me.
I love him so much it hurts....
his touch it just what i need when im unhappy.
his smile is beautiful.
his eyes are perfect.
i just wish i could read his mind.
i just want to be with him... so bad...
You act like you love me. Holding me, Hanging on me.
Acting jelous around other guys.
You say you dont want a relationship.
But you cant stand to see anopther person on me.
I love him so much it hurts....
his touch it just what i need when im unhappy.
his smile is beautiful.
his eyes are perfect.
i just wish i could read his mind.
i just want to be with him... so bad...
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
L.O.V.E
having to look him in the eyes everyday makes my heart want to fall to my butt.
i love him so much that i dont think i cant stand it.
everytime he puts a hand on me, it makes me love him more.
Mark. im in love with you. you will never see this. but i just want someone to see it.
i cant live a day without you.
without feeling your touch.
i just cant take it. at school i keep a smile on my face for you.
but when i get home i cry so hard i shake. and i cant see straight.
tonite i watched glee. and i knew the spot rachel was in. i also knew the spot fin is in.
it made me cry.
not just cuse of the death of sue's sister.
but because the teather she was talking about. made me think of what i have with him.
but i know you dont feel it.
i just hope one day he will come to his senses to realize that im the best girl for him.
and that im the only one who ever gave him everything i had.
im so sick and tired of giving everyone my world. and never getting anything back.
but i guess thats how life is. just one big disapointment.
i dont know how to live without him, even tho i want to be able to look at him and say 'i dont love you like i did yesterday'
i cant.... i never will be able too.
i love him too much.
and i wont ever stop.
i cant take it anymore.
can someone comment telling me what to do. cuse i have no idea.
help me.
ive been calling for help so many years,
and im serious when i say help me.
please someone.
i really need help. like..... oh well.....
i guess this is life for me.
but seriously...
i love mark more than life.
he just doesnt seem to get that.....
*tears*
i love him so much that i dont think i cant stand it.
everytime he puts a hand on me, it makes me love him more.
Mark. im in love with you. you will never see this. but i just want someone to see it.
i cant live a day without you.
without feeling your touch.
i just cant take it. at school i keep a smile on my face for you.
but when i get home i cry so hard i shake. and i cant see straight.
tonite i watched glee. and i knew the spot rachel was in. i also knew the spot fin is in.
it made me cry.
not just cuse of the death of sue's sister.
but because the teather she was talking about. made me think of what i have with him.
but i know you dont feel it.
i just hope one day he will come to his senses to realize that im the best girl for him.
and that im the only one who ever gave him everything i had.
im so sick and tired of giving everyone my world. and never getting anything back.
but i guess thats how life is. just one big disapointment.
i dont know how to live without him, even tho i want to be able to look at him and say 'i dont love you like i did yesterday'
i cant.... i never will be able too.
i love him too much.
and i wont ever stop.
i cant take it anymore.
can someone comment telling me what to do. cuse i have no idea.
help me.
ive been calling for help so many years,
and im serious when i say help me.
please someone.
i really need help. like..... oh well.....
i guess this is life for me.
but seriously...
i love mark more than life.
he just doesnt seem to get that.....
*tears*
Saturday, May 14, 2011
black ribbons
yesterday i saw the most beautiful thing.
one single ribbon, worn on her finger, as a ring.
she said "it came from the most special guy"
what i didn't realize is that the guy was mine.
had he been cheating with this girl i called my friend?
of course not, he told me "ill be with you till the end"
but when i brought up the question to him.
he said he gave it to her, because her sister was dieing, little Kim.
my guy told me, he would never cheat.
that my friend is a sister to him, since her real brother gets her beat.
her mom strikes once, leaving her with a scar.
a black eye and a cut. she runs and runs far.
that's how the whole story begins, because when he gave her that ribbon, he was at his friends.
she ran 10 miles, just to get some help.
he father disowned her, and her brother just made her yelp.
after going to my guy, she came to me. and that's when i saw the ribbon falling free.
black was her color, that reminded her of home.
and it was a black ribbon that showed her, your not alone.
one single ribbon, worn on her finger, as a ring.
she said "it came from the most special guy"
what i didn't realize is that the guy was mine.
had he been cheating with this girl i called my friend?
of course not, he told me "ill be with you till the end"
but when i brought up the question to him.
he said he gave it to her, because her sister was dieing, little Kim.
my guy told me, he would never cheat.
that my friend is a sister to him, since her real brother gets her beat.
her mom strikes once, leaving her with a scar.
a black eye and a cut. she runs and runs far.
that's how the whole story begins, because when he gave her that ribbon, he was at his friends.
she ran 10 miles, just to get some help.
he father disowned her, and her brother just made her yelp.
after going to my guy, she came to me. and that's when i saw the ribbon falling free.
black was her color, that reminded her of home.
and it was a black ribbon that showed her, your not alone.Thursday, May 12, 2011
life, love, pain....
i just cant seem to accept that theres no getting over you... does anyone know my pain? does anyone know how i feel? im so confused.... someone help me out of this deep dark sea..... please
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
today
yestrerday i got in a fight with my parents.... my grades are all fs..... im a failure.... they dont see that im trying my best but i just cant get myself back on top.it kills me.... that i have to live with a perfect brother.... hes so much better than me.... i hurt my wrist..... no one would think to ask if im covering scars..... i have no makeup on and im crying my eyes out..... someone help me.... im calling out for help.... i dont know what to do anymore..... my life has gone downhill..... my phone has been taken, and that held the life to three of my friends.... my mom doesnt get that.... ive already lost one... i dont want to lose another.... someone please help pull me out of this deep dark sea..... i need help.... im going to end it all next week..... i cant take life anymore.....
Sunday, May 8, 2011
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